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2007-02-19T21:07:00.000-08:00

This final post will mark the end of this blog.
I have realised that because of one blog, many incidents can happen, and I sincerely ask for your forgiveness. Being more mature than I was when the blog caused all the trouble with the band, now looking back, I realised how childish I was.
The blog about Jitrui was in the past. I admit, I did create that blog, but not the jitxin blog. The jitxin blog was created by some of weilin's friends [weilin was innocent. We both had nothing to do with it] because we have some feud between us. That incident is now over, and I apologize to whoever that was affected by this. I am really sorry for causing all this trouble, and I ensure u, this will not repeat. If you don't believe me, you can ask the seniors who already know about this.
I apologize once again for all this.

Valentines

2007-02-14T02:36:00.000-08:00

Yo... I updated like exactly 14 days ago...
Sian.
Maths test - 17/25
English newspaper - 18/30
Geog test - 15 half/25
Science - 22/30
Lit - 14/25

Sian. Luckily I never bet with Bayar for the English report. Otherwise I will have $2 less from my pocket. ((:

Monday during lit was dam funny la.
Mrs Teo: I need to send this person for remedial. He doesn't seem to have taken in what I said for the Monkey's paw.
Someone: Girl or Guy?
Mrs Teo: Guy.
Derrick: Scally she say Kumar Dev then u know.
Mrs Teo: Is there a Derrick here?
Whole class: *Laugh*
OMG. That was so funny okay.

Then today, Mr Tan keep on picking on Bayar.
Mr Tan: What's in your mouth?
Bayar: Nothing.
Mr Tan: Then what are u chewing? Chewing nothing?
Bayar: I like what.
Mr Tan: You crazy ar? Chew nothing...
Then later...
Mr Tan: Bayar, tuck in your shirt. Then what is all this buttons hanging out?
Bayar: Cannot button la. My hips are too wide.
Mr Tan: You don't know how to wear shorts is it? Let go.
Bayar: *let go*
Mr Tan: * pull up all the way.*
OMG. He looked so retarded at that time. I laugh until I cry leh.
Bayar: Fine. I will wear it like this.
Lol. I should have taken a pic. So freaking retarded.

This morning, alarm clock and phone woke me up at 6.10am. I switched off the alarm clock and went back to sleep. Woke up again at 6.45am.
Me: Oh shit. Late again.
Then I chiong la. Still missed the bus.
Went to school and received presents!
Yuyi: Eh. I bought presents for the delicious gang.
[Yuyi-fish, Fee-Fuji, Lex-Biscuit, Cher-Cher, Peter - ter, Me-Krusty Krabbs]
Me:Yay. I have presents!
Yuyi: What flavour you want? I have mixed, strawberry and grape.
Me: err... Strawberry. (:
Yuyi: ok.

In total, I had Three from yuyi, one from Fee and one from Belle. (:
Until now I haven't finished yet. Im going to be sick of Chocolates at this rate.
Thats all. Loves.

Damn horrible day

2007-01-31T04:59:00.000-08:00

Today, woke up at 6.28am.
Im waking up later day after day.
Yesterday even worse. 6.43am then i woke up. Then very rush. But i reached school earlier than today. Maybe I should have rushed.
Sian la. School is getting repetitive. I keep on asking myself the purpose I am going to school...
Lol. Today, had dnt. I was spending the whole period chaoing... Lol. Sian. Geog test was so so la. But i have 1 qn wrong le. Sian. 2 marks gone.
Dun feel like typing le.

Sian la

2007-01-23T06:57:00.003-08:00

Nothing much to post today... Only that my history assignment 1 has 4.5/5 marks!!! Yay. Finally one thing that is successful this year, and on my birthday. Meryl gave me a present today, so on 8 Feb, I will give her present too. LOL. (:
Mrs Tan, my geog teacher sux like hell la. She dunno how to teach geography, then don't teach la. If she wants to bore us to death, she can jolly well continue. I'd rather take Ms Tay than take her.
My birthday is going to be over le. So sad. No more birthday girl. Tmr Wednesday, so slack day. Start off the day with D&T tmr, 3 periods, then recess, than PE[we can bargain with the cher to let us off 2.4 cuz after recess], then English, 2 periods, then Maths, 2 periods, then assembly, 2 periods. Yay. Damn slack la. (: I'd better use tmr as break day. Next week have class test le. That is so soon. I didn't expect it to be so fast.
Thats all for today. Nites. ((:

Do we really have to kena her?

2007-01-22T01:40:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted for... lets see. 2months? Ya. I think so. LOL.
I had pupil's profiling with Mr Vincent Tan today. He is a very good teacher la. But I was very nervous. My hands were sweating the whole time... LOL. (:
This year the teachers are not satisfactory la.
Form Teacher: Mr Vincent Tan [rocks]
Assisstant: Ms Tan [sux]
English: Ms Nani [sux]
Maths: Mr Vincent Tan [rocks]
Science: Mrs Guna [okay la]
Chinese: Kena LAB again [sux]
CE: Ms Kwong [sux]
Geog: Ms Tan [okay la]
History: Mr Yusri
IT: Mdm Varsha
Art: Ms Tan Mui mui [ sux like hell]
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Wah Lao. I really want to swear at her la. But, I have to stop swearing. im swearing too much.
During art lesson on tue, i was talking to fidelia they all. Then, she ask us to stay back with her. WTF. On Band day somemore la. Not like she dunno Im in the band or what. So on that day, she reprimand me like siao la. And i was there at the table saying fuck the whole time. Then, I was so angry that I even raise middle finger la.
I have never done that in my entire life la
And it had to be her that provoked me into doing it. FUCK off la.
She dunno how to teach, then DON'T TEACH. Nobody forced her into this teaching career.
It is a FREE world.
wow. I think I am going crazy le.
SHE is making me nuts.
stop here. (: about this freaking pathetic teacher.
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Fidelia... I know your secret. Lol. I can sabo you, but I don't want to. Im so nice... jkjk. (:
It is going to be my birthday soon. Lol. in 6 hours time. [as in when im typing this]
(: Hopefully my birthday day will be the best one. (: ever.
band is getting more exciting la. I finally can play those pieces, but not the running notes up the chromatic scale. Then masterclasses are cool too. The instructor has a gold flute leh.. so nice la.
She also pro. [if not pro then how to teach us?] LOL.
Fourth week of school was not bad. 3 saturdays ago, was performing for sec ones. CCA recruitment. A lot of people not interested la. I managed to get one form filled up though. (: thats good enough. (:

So freaking pissed off

2006-12-14T06:13:00.000-08:00

Damn la. Band practs these few days have been a nightmare. These 2 weeks before concert.. I don't want to talk about the first week lors..

Second week :
Monday: Rumours stopped pretty much.
Tuesday: Normal band pract day ((:
Wednesday: Day off
Thursday (today) : they started to ignore me.. Then I was rude to them lor. I said," whatever " everytime they said something to me lors. If u people are reading now.. sorry. I was moody that time. Pissed off with the new seating arrangement. Then I was so upset that they started to ignore me so I shouted fuck off at them. Not there in the studio la. When we were given water break. But I shouted damn loud la. I dunno who heard it la. thank goodness.. But I am so freaking pissed la. Azlan has been a good friend though.. U can count on him anytime.. Today, Mr Chia announced to the Band that he will be stepping down from bandmaster.. Azlan and Marco are gonna take over.. Tmr... Is TK Band's in-concert 2006.. From 7.30pm to abt 10++ tickets are at $10 ea. Not expensive la... Tmr fall in full u.. have to go le nitex

Ensemble Challenge

2006-11-10T00:22:00.000-08:00

We had the Ensemble Challenge today. Not bad actually, even if we didn't win the top 3 prizes. Jit Xin's grp won the 3rd prize, Linda's grp won the 2nd prize and the top prize went to Gerald's grp. Oh well. They did much better than us, or so I thought. We managed to get the Best Sec 1 group prize, I think. The judges were Mr Azlan, Belinda, Kenneth and Zhiyi. Something like that la.

Sihui didn't come for band today. She has 2 days mc, meaning she can skip the theory test. Haiz. That would be great. There is so much yo memorize!!! I have no idea how it is going to fit into my head by tomorrow. There is so much to do, yet so little time! I still need to find time to celebrate fidelia's birthday. Hopefully my dad will let me do so. (: First, I have to find out if she is still in Singapore.

Made a new friend recently. I can't remember his name but he is from Malaysia. He is a nice person la. But i haven't seen his photos. Hopefully he will post it soon.

Im totally addicted to High School Musical. The show rocks, the characters in it rock too. Especially the main characters. I have watched it 3 times in a row, and i am still not bored of it. Oh well. Im still cracking my head on a birthday surprise. I hope it stays as a surprise until Tuesday.

Ok. Going to find more pics from High School Musical. 再见。
Best wishes to all my friends. (:

Pissed

2006-11-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

Haiz... I had Band from 9-6pm last sat. It was quite fun. But shocking when 4 people had to change section. Including one of my best mates ... – Siyan. She changed from horn section to saxophones. Cool. She looks damn cute when wearing her sax. (: Congrats for your new found section! I hope you will do better there! Aniwae, the other people who changed section was Bobbi, Hassic and Verniecia.

Bobbi went to sax section with Siyan. He was originally from Eupho section. (: He was funny. He couldn’t even cope with his new instrument. That’s not the funny part. The sight of it however, was funny enough to make some of us laugh until we cried. Azlan did. He laughed at another part when Bobbi said something – I can’t remember. Azlan laughed until he cried, and then he couldn’t conduct us anymore. We all laughed at him when he was laughing. Hehe. He could not erase the memory from his head for quite sometime, but he still managed it finally.

Hassic went to horn section from Eupho too. Yea. I couldn’t believe it too. I hope he does well. (: Verniecia went to Eupho section from trumpets. Hehe.

Meryl ponned band again. I don’t know what’s her problem. Keep on missing band… later she will kena scolding frm Mdm Nora cuz’ she was absent on Saturday for a birthday party. She went ice skating. She had better go tmr or else…

Yesterday, the canteen was not open so the whole sec 1 batch went for lunch at Katong hostel yesterday. Rachel, Verniecia, Hassic, Siyan, Cherlyn and I went for lunch at Kallang Mac instead, cuz’ we were waiting for Siyan and Verniecia. So we went to Kallang instead. (: It was fun. We caught two taxis and left for school at 12.40pm. Luckily we weren’t late. Or else… punishment lo. Im gonna change this Cedric blogskin le. Yea. It is kinda boring after a while.

Cya.

dots

2006-10-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

Haven’t been online for ages. Haiz… Exam results are all out.

Maths: 72
English: (overall unknown)
Chinese: 68%
Geog: 71
Science: 68
History: 49.5
Lit: [overall unknown]

I think that’s it. (: I’m in a happy mood so I’ve decided to upload photos! I hope I don’t look weird in it. (: So today, escaped punishment from Ah Ber by telling her some cock and bull story about how I forgot that my papers were in my bag all along. Actually, my mum sent it to the General Office on the way to work. (: She’s a life saver. The best thing is that she bought my made up story, so I didn’t have to stay back with her until 5pm to 抄写. She is a total nightmare. And it is all thanks to her that I stood outside the classroom for 2 periods. I was freaking tired after that. ): I kinda deserved it anyway.

Had band at 3pm today. We learnt the 1st 10 bars of Achillies Wrath or something like that [pardon my spelling]. Not that bad la. It was pretty hard, but compared to the running notes, it was easy. I think. My flute is spoilt again… So I am gonna send for repair and waste another of my $35. There goes my pocket money for 3 weeks. ): I am not going to wait for the sch repairman. Hehe. That’s all for 2day. (: Im sleepy now. Nites. (: See ya.

EOY exams are finally over

2006-10-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

EOY exams are finally over. I can have time to relax le. But somehow, it has gotten boring. Maybe I’ve gotten used to the fact where I have to study all day just to get a good grade in all my exams. It is always like this. Yesterday went out with Yuyi, Fidelia, Huai Xi and Xinyi. We spent about 15min on the bus and another 15 debating where to go for breakfast. I even asked my dad for advice.

Later when we were making some handphone chain with our nicknames, Meryl called. She “ditched” her popular friends because of a movie. They had been planning for a movie and at the last minute when she was going to buy the tickets, they backed out, saying that they dun want to watch it anymore, because, as Boonmay told me, that she’d rather spend the $7 on a branded pencil box than to watch a movie like rob-b-hood. Jackie Chan movie. I mean like… what is so bad about that? I’ve only been to a cinema to watch a movie once, and it isn’t a great big deal, unless it is a Harry Potter movie.

Today I was kinda bored again. Woke up at 11.05am in the morning. Exam time is totally different. He would wake me up at err.. 9.30am? Hmm. That is the advantage. Now, all Im doing to spend time is reading books. It makes me dizzy after a while and most of the stories have been re-read at least 3 times. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix especially. Now, I am reading it for the 5th time. Not that I want to. There is absolutely nohing to do. Met Yuyi’s cousin today and she was quite pretty. She was very nice too. (: A friend worth making. I teased Yuyi about how she looked in the neoprints we took yesterday. At least my pimples can’t be seen from the photo so can le. (:

Band is on Sat. I hope we r not doing drills again. But there will be fingernail checking, hair checking, socks and so on. Inspecting of instruments? Maybe. My keys are spoilt le. Going to bring it to the repairman tmr and pay 35 bucks for it. Worth it? No. I can do it for free. But I have to wait. I can’t risk the waiting. I have an ensemble coming up, and the in-concert on 15 December. Soon, I have to do a big countdown again. I spent 15 minutes on this. Slow rite? I dunno what has happened to me. I haven’t used for more than 3 weeks? Hahas.

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2006-09-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

Finally. Spent 1 hour at some complex and I am dead tired.

Seriously, i don't know what I want to do with my life anymore.
I have been studying like hell this past few days, even more than I had during the exam period. And now Ah Ber has dropped this bomb on us. We are supposed to buy some chinese book for her and do 10 chapters. I went to the complex to get it today. And I have 2 days to finish it. Where the fucking hell can I buy time?

And my dad is sort of against the idea of practising my flute. He said," At the most you can only play it for 15 minutes a day." I mean like : Please lah. If I don't practise my playing, how am I going to get into Indoor next year? Not to mention the In-Concert at the end of this yr on 15 December. My family is so keen to come and see the concert and my dad is ... anyway, he is not keen on coming for the concert.

What am I supposed to do? Nevermind. I shall just ignore him. He has too much on his mind to care about all the trival matters.

Cool. Watched the news for once and I heard that the people in Brighton College are learning Chinese! Hahas. Im aiming to get to Brighton. Well, at least I have a goal now, unlike last time.

(: Just feeling too wierd. Studying somehow feels like a joy. (:
Serious. It is fun to study. Lacing around all day is boring. (: Trust me. (: (:

Great. Just great. ):

2006-09-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

Okay. Loads of people have been bugging me for weeks to update my blog and change my skin. Fine.
Christine: Boonmay, you had better tag like you promised you would or...

So my common test and CA2 results are out.
English: B4
Chinese: B3
Geography: B4
Literature: B3
Maths: C6
Science: C5
History: B4

I really dropped in all my subjs, except for Literature and History.
English: No improvement
Chinese: Dropped 1 grade
Geography: Dropped 3 grades
Literature: Improved by 2 grades
Maths: dropped 1 grade
Science: dropped 1 grade
History: improved 2 grades

I really have to study harder this holidays. No joke.
So today, spend half a day at Yuyi's house. At 10.35am, Yuyi and I waited at the TK side gate until 10.45am. None of our DIP project mates turned up. I got fed up so we went to the TKG bus stop to wait instead. on the way there, we met Xinyi. She just came all the way from the TKG bus stop and we forced her to walk all the way back. Im so badd. ):
We waited there and made numerous calls. At 11.58am, we went back to the side gate to wait. I was wearing black... and the sun was out. Great. Just Great. Then, at the side gate, I had a stitch. Who am I going to blame it on? I still don't know. YET.

Finally, Cheryl turned up. She called Boonmay, and she was still SLEEPING!!! She was playing some game until 6.40am in the morning and only got to sleep at 7.00am in the morning. What a day. So we went to Yuyi's house first. We chose the music and blah blah. I got bored an went to play with the hamsters. It BIT me. Hahas. The scar is still there and it still hurts. The hamster must have bitten my nerve. It was kinda my fault actually. I was teasing it. Yuyi, if you are reading this post, please don't read this paragraph. You will kill me.

Then soon, after a bit of prop making, we went to parkway, banquet for lunch. They renovated it already. First, I 'made' Yuyi buy a drink for me. (Not actually. We were sharing the cost and drink and I paid 5cents more) . Then we went to buy food. I was starving like hell. We bought Chicken rice for lunch. (: The quality was much better than sch food. (But than again, how much can you expect from school food?) I was the slowest to finish eating. But it is no big deal.

Yeah! My mum finally let me pierce my ears, but only after final year and she had to tag along too. What kinda thing is that? Does that mean I have to go against her wishes before she will let me do anything? And besides, piercing ears is no big deal. Thousands of people pierce their ears everyday, from all around the world. And here she is, insisting that she has to tag along for my 2nd piercing of ears.

Okay, back to my story. So after lunch, we went to Chamelion to shop a bit for hairbands and stuffs. Then we went back to Yuyi's house. Hahas. We got to see a live version of the 'pro' at work in maple. Fidelia turned up just before lunch. She showed us her lvl 53 and 60 acc. So pro man. (:

Then, we cleaned up the props and then, relax time. I trained my noob maple acc on yuyi's com. Free internet access! Haha. Then, at 6.30pm, Cheryl, Boonmay and I left the house. We took bus 16 together and we left for HOME.

Now abt my blogskin. Cedric rox. My fav Harry Potter star. Cool huh. (:

Over with it.

2006-08-19T00:56:00.000-07:00

Finally I can have the chance to blog again! The past few days having common test. Very sian.
-Tuesday
English and Chinese
-Wednesday
Maths and History
-Thursday
Science and Geography
-Friday
Literature

Two of the results are out. Chinese: 37.5/50
English:14.5/25

I couldn't believe it when I saw my results. I have slackened a lot since term 2.
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Yesterday, went to parkway and got my ears pierced. My freaking parents forced me to take the earings out. I didn't want to so my mum did it for me instead. She pulled so hard that both ears bled like hell. Damn it. The alcohol made it worse. Then Meryl told me that I should have told them that my ears could get an infection... I did. They didn't care. Because of that one incident, they don't trust me anymore.

DAMN..... iM FED UP!

jUST LEAVE ME ALONE OK?
nobody likes the feeling of not being trusted. Feeling pissed off.

What a Day!

2006-08-05T09:52:00.000-07:00

Today had Band. First thing was drills for 1hour. It was damn tiring. But it was shiok. :D
Then we went to the gallery and had combined with Mr Chia. Then went for sectionals. My playing was lousy. ...
Then, had combined again with Mr muz in the classroom. So sadd. I miss the studio!!! [Air-con]...

Damn it. My mum wants me to log off in five minutes because it it 5 minutes to 1am. Haizz... At least I've fixed my template. (: G2g now.

Byes.

Finally, for once!

2006-08-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

This is actually amazing. For once, this entire week, Lim AB didn't scold me at all. Hehe. Things are improving. Then, tomorrow, don't have to see her sour face cuz don't have chinese tomorrow! yipeeeeee!
Haiz... Today skipped Band cuz parents don't let. Common Test coming le. Aniwaes, Bazaar is coming up and 1H is selling...
Fried rice, Coke and Jelly!!!
It is unique, except for the coke. ):
Changed Blogskin le. The old one too Boring. This one cuter. (:
Tired le. Gd nite. (:

Band competition flag party celebration

2006-07-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

Damn. So long neva post le. I'll write the posts in order.
Hahas. Went to Parkway during half day and went to Fish and Co. for lunch. Ate fish and chips until So full. Then, cannot eat ice cream le. So, Meryl, Nashyita, Roszy, Cherlyn and I went to Bugis to take my first neoprint. (: Hahas. That time very pai seh. Didn't know what to do. Meryl said have to keep posing until sian. Quite fun actually. (: Luv u meryl.
Because we went to Bugis, we missed Azlan's talk. He said that he might be coming back to TK to teach us science. Great!
In total I spent like $20 because of the food and neoprints. Not that the food was cheap of course. We had vouchers!
Ok I'll end this post short and sweet. Can't remember much about it anyway.

Unbelievable.

2006-07-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

Woah! Mdm Faridah is ill! She cannot teach until next week! Yeah! Mr Ahyar is relieving her! He is much better than Farida lorhs. At least he has a sense of humor and knows what he is actually doing. Unlike Farida, he jokes with us and tries to communicate with us, especially Bayar. Hahas. He told Mr Ahyar that he was a singaporean. Ha! Mr Ahyar was too smart. He saw the sign of Genghis Khan in him, thus concluding that he is a mongolian. Hahas. It was really funny.
Haiz. Haven't finished pe portfolio, music project and chinese compo and here I am blogging. (:
Tmr don't have band. Hmm. Only for the sec 2, 3, 4. Combined for them, probably. So sad. I've finally memorised all the fingerings for the Bb scale! Now moving on to Eb scale and F scale. (: One word to describe Band now. Fun! (: Combined rocks.
Going to complete homework now. Byes. Gd nite. (:

So tired

2006-07-09T09:52:00.000-07:00

It is hard to cope with holiday homework. Haven't even finished it and the bloddy teachers are pouring down more homework on us. Mdm Farida's attitude towards the band ppl sucks. I mean it. No extra time to complete her assignment, she insults the band in almost every way possible and she thinks that we are using band as an excuse. I mean like get on with life, woman! Band competition is long over!

hahas. Sorry for not updating since 23 jun. Had to catch up with homework. So damn stressed these days. Farida is putting a lot of pressure on us. Dedicated to her,"Who do u think u are? You are NOT fit to be my teacher, u bloody cold blooded person! Stop blaming the band and get on with your pathetic life, for heaven's sake!"

I've missed Band like siao after the competition and now, band days are back! We finally can play our instruments! Hahas. Can't wait till tuesday!

Haiz. Have to copy homework again. Mr Rizal gave us 25 qns to do. I haven't finished it and im blogging. (:

Im dead tired. Going to sleep now. Nites. (:

Big countdown. 8 more days.

2006-06-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

Today band was damn sian.
We went to the National Stadium to practise for the SYF finale. The stupid freaking guy kept on saying, "We'll do it one more time before we go for a short break." He repeated that about 3 times. And he made us run under the bloody hot sun. Well, at least we got over it. (:

We went to Sakae sushi today. I spent $10 on 4 plates of sushi and pepsi. Damn expensive. But the sushi was quite nice. Not worth the money I paid. ): are my posts getting shorter and shorter or wad? Hahas. Nevermind. (:

Going to sleep. Band fall in at 7.30am. Nites and byes. (:

Band practises daily, I am already ill.

2006-06-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hihi. (:
I changed my blogskin as I was bored of the other one. Haha. Nice isn't it? Well, at least I think it is. (:

Hahas. Today, canteen wasn't open again so we had to go out to eat. Today, Meryl, Cheryln and I went to Parkway to eat lunch at the food court. Not bad, the food. Weilin went with Bernice, Si Hui and Sher Ting to eat at Sakae Sushi. We didn't see them. So we took a taxi for the return trip, because we left Parkway at 12.40pm and fall in was at 1.00pm.

Meryl and Cherlyn smuggled ice cream into the taxi. Hahas. The driver didn't mind. Then, we went to TJC. It was cool around 3 to 4 and it started to get hot. I didn't sweat until the final run through. (:

Post tomorrow bahs. Feeling tired. Byes

Kenna punish again!!!

2006-06-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

Wah lao.
Yesterday already kenna punished by secretaries. [is that how you spell it?]
Yesterday for reply slip. Today for being late.
It is not my fault okay? I got headache. Took panadol then went for band at 11.45am.

Forget it. I am not that petty. (:
So anyways, Azlan made us run like siao today. Is he helping us to lose weight or what?

I am so sick of pasta. I never want to see another strand of that freaking noodle. Makes me want to vomit. Went to Pastamania today and ordered creamy chicken spagetti. Worst pasta I've ever tasted in my life. Barely five mouthfuls and I felt like vomiting. There goes my $6.90.

Pathetic. ):

Waste my money. Hm! :(

Haha. We made Weilin pay the taxi fare for both trips. She is damn kind. (:

Okays. 8 more days to comp. Byes. I need the rest.

11 days left to 1 July.

2006-06-19T09:00:00.001-07:00

Heyy!!
Band practise getting more sian by the minute. 11 days more to 1 july. The pressure is weighing down on me as I am sure it is to the whole band as well. I haven't done any homework except my mathematics!!! Freaking homework. Only left the chinese doggy story left to read. Damn boring. Okays. Going to sleep now. Bye.

Back from Band Camp. (:

2006-06-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

Wow. I can't believe that I am back from band camp in 1 piece. I expected to be damn tired. Hahax. Actually, I was. I couldn't sleep during camp so when I reached home, I fell asleep. (: Lazy. (:

Hahax. Then got band again on Friday and today, of course. School canteen wasn't open so had to go Kallang for lunch. On friday, we ate at Mac. Today, ate at KFC. Service was like damn slow. Had to wait 10 minutes for my burger and fries to be prepared. Then, the guy there got pissed off. Cool. (: (: (:

Took a taxi back to Tee Kay. Haha. Poor Cherlyn had to pay the fare cuz Meryl and I had no money left. Hahax! (:

Just feeling so happy today. Band practise was "shiok". [Like duh! Cuz got HIM .]

G2g now. See ya. (:
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{This is dedicated to HIM.}

~~
We were brought together because of fate.
Fate made us know each other.
It didn't give us this relationship.
I don't think it can be called a relationship,
Cuz I don't know you, and you me.
I just realised that I have feelings for you.
I haven't told anybody. Only myself. (:
I don't dare to tell you because I fear rejection.
Age difference; looks. That does not matter to me.
All that matters is your heart.
Do you feel the same way about me as I you?
I really don't know, but I really want to know.
Here I am now, telling the three words that will make a BIG difference.
~~*I Love U*~~

(: ??? (: ??? (:

So bored without Band

2006-06-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

Freaky. Missed 1 Band practise and everything is a total stranger.

2006-06-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

I don't know if you feel this way about me.
Everything about me to you is a total stranger.
I don't want to guess about your feelings anymore.
True. It was great. Just sitting there, imagining things from morning to night.
Now I feel it is really painful.
Imagining that you will come up to me; and reject me; looking at me straight in the eye.
Imagining that you will toy with my feelings.
Imagining that you will let me down; let me fall into a deep pit; let me die; just there.
I know that all these are just possibilities. But I am scared. Afraid.
Not of you. It is this bond between us. One wrong move or step might cause us to drift apart.
Could you just tell me how you feel?
Just tell me how you feel. I will accept it just like that.
Bear in mind that I fear rejection.
I have felt it before. Not ready to feel it again. I was crushed. Broken. Barely healed when I met you.
I want to hear the three words that will make a difference in my life...
~~* i love u *~~

Dedicated to my *crush*.

~~
Very long since I last blogged. Haha. Band practise becoming more sian. I dunno what to say about Band practises anymore. (:
Saturday didn't go for band and missed loads sia. Trust him to come up with so many gimmicks in one day. Btw, is dat how you spell gimmicks? No idea. (:
Haiz... Feeling so happy and excited this week cause band camp coming up. Whee! Hope I will be in the same group as my best friends!!! Meryl, Lisa, Siyan, Vanessa, Joyce, Jiamin, JiaJun, Shannon. Luv you all! Muahx. (:
happi.happi.happi.happi.happi.happi. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
Full of energy. Lolx. see ya tmr if possible. nitex. (:(:(:(:(:
:):):):):):):):):)
Hmm I think this (: nicer.

Surgery, more surgery.

2006-06-03T05:42:00.000-07:00

Today, skipped Band.
Went to see a specialist to do surgery on my tooth. Root Canal treatment. Wah Lao. Dr Teo was nice. But after the treatment, the tooth hurt like siao.
Now taking panadol and antibiotics 3 times a day. Cannot even play my instrument properly. Might as well just return it until July. Next treatment. I month lehz!!!

There it goes. Pain again. Off to take panadol. Bye. (:

Bloody Hell

2006-05-31T09:37:00.000-07:00

Fine. I confess.
I did the most terrible thing I had ever done in my entire life. I cheated my father. ):
I asked him for $20 to top up my ezlink and instead of topping it up, I bought my new wallet!!!
That was definitely worse than anything I have ever done. Seriously.
Forget it. I will confess to him after a month. I think. ???
Aniwaes, I found my new crush. Hahax. Won't reveal it this time round. I have learnt better than to do that. (:
So today went to library expecting to do the PE project and instead we went shopping at Parkway!!! That IS lying to my Dad, one way or another.
I am such a bad girl!!!!!

have to go now. 12.44am le. Nitex. (:

Do I look like I care?

2006-05-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

hahax. (:
I did manage to go to Siglap yest. for Mr Muz's wedding. It was so crowded! Haha. Saw loads of Band mates including the sec 4s!!! Didn't expect to see any of them there since O levels are coming...
Yar. So Meryl and I sat there and I was struggling to eat the food cuz it was too spicy. Have I told you before? I cannot tahan spicy food. A little spicy still acceptable. (: Pai seh...
So all sec 4s, wishing u gd luck for all the O levels to come! [Am I a little too late?] Have Band practise tmr. Such long hours. Going to be punnished again I think. Azlan's temper is so unpredictable these days. One moment he's happy, the other, angry.
So late already. 1.00am
In a few hours going to see Band mates again. Yay! (:
Haven't seen them for ages.
Okays have to go. Bye

Bloody idiots - all of us.

2006-05-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hies! Sorry for not updating lately. No time. Aniwaes, wanna know my class and level position?
Class: 9/41
level: 59/315

Poor isn't it? Yeah. I know. Have to get at least 700/900 or my mum write letter to Mr Chia.
Haix. Feeling so stressed. Dunno if tomorrow can go to Siglap or not. :(

I dun like to type long posts so tata!

I don't give a DAMN

2006-05-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting for so long...
Got loads of projects.

SAIL Maths
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June Hols homework

Is that a lot? I think it is. So this morning, went out to the bus stop at 7.16am. Bus didn't come until 7.28am. Great. My first time being late. I reached the school premises at 7.32am. Didn't arrive in time to stand with my class. Mrs Tan ask me to join my class after announcements. Wierd.

BoonMay and Jael was standing behind when I joined them. We talked. Jael cut herself a fringe!!! She looks so cutte!!! Lurve u! Then, during collection of TK Golden Run Funds, Ah Ber scolded me again. I only handed in $4. Miserable. She thinks that my father retrenched so lidat. Then she scold me until I cry lah. So pai seh!!! :(

Happi Burf'Dae Boon May!!! =))) Haiz... How to find a recipe by tmr? I am too lazy... Yawnnn...

Got Band practise. Have to kenna scolding again. Getting bored. bies.

Horrible

2006-05-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

Wtf. No Band and Jit Xin is ignoring me. Great. Forget it. I'll make up with him once he has cooled down. Hopefully... :(
I can't believe it. I actually didn't get first for Geography. Not to say that I was aiming for number one. I aimed for a high A1 and all I've got is a borderline A1. Perfect.
Sent too many smses. Nearly lost my hp for that. Phew! Aniwaes, I've done very badly for MYE.
Have to study harder. I will get all As for the next test or exam!
Haiz. Cannot go to bugis tml. Too far away ao my dad don't let. Wah Lao. Have I told you my favourite swear words?
1. Wah Lao
2. Wah Biang
3. F***
4. suck
5. Damn

I don't use all of them of course. Just my favourites. :)
Band rox. But everyday kenna scolding. Aiyah. :(
Getting bored. Wanna go sleep. Bye. :)

Sorry!!!

2006-05-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys.
Ok. I know I should have updated earlier but I did so badly for my MYE that I didn't feel like going online!
Here are my results so far:
Maths :57 - C5
Chinese:54 - C6
Science :71 - A2
Lit :72 - A2
History :46 - D7 (i think)
Art :70 - A2
HEcons :71 - A2

Haiz. Band is taking up too much of my time. Aiyah, dun care larhz. Band is my greatest source of happiness!
Hahax. Enough of those sickening results. Band kenna scolding again. Formations are quite nice too!
Boon May still hates Ah Sir. I am starting to think that sir can be a bit biased at times. Hahaz.. zzz.
So ppl...
What do u think of my new blog skin? Not as nice as the other one though. Have to change to something nicer.
Wahh. Starting some project work PE collaborated with Home Econs. So boring lah. But I cant wait for the cooking exam. Fun fun fun!
Okay I am talking crap.
tiredd. Wanna sleep. See Ya at Band, band members!
Tata. Bies. :0 :@ :)))

OMG.

2006-05-08T04:40:00.000-07:00

Today was the worst day in my entire 13 year old life. First, I went to the bus stop at 7.08am. Then, at 7.18, I realised that it was monday. Great. Tie day. I rushed all the way back to my house and grabbed it. When I made it back to the bus stop, I missed the freaking bus. Wah Lao. So in the end, at 7.21am, I had to waste the money I was planning to go shopping with to take a damn taxi. Haiz. Then, I arrived at school at 7.26. Half the school was already at the assembly plaza liaoz. Haha. It was red cross dae. Some speech made by one of the officers and then it was back to class. Whee!!! Jin, Cheryl went around to ask ppl for $10. Cool. Haha. Wednesday going to celebrate at PP. Wish I could go to Tampines. Then can make neoprint.
The maths paper was easy. Not the whole paper of course. It was part 2. Part 1... I could not finish the paper. Left 3-5 qns blank. Sigh. Next time should speed up. Geog test tml. Can I pass the test and top the class like I used to? Not easy, with Geog experts like Yuyi, Sonia... Alex too. Haiya. I cannot be bothered to sms him liao. Just broke up. Sort of. We werent even together. Luckily I suggested it. Otherwise paiseh.
Have to go now. Geog test tml. See ya around. Tata.

MYE sux

2006-05-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

Long time no post...
Aniwaes, yest. during science exam, my calculator suddenly blacked out. Quite a bit of nasty shock for me. Luckily I didn't resort to use my Handphone calculator or LAB would have killed me.
I can't even smile nowadays. No Band practise. Wahh! Band camp! Please come back!!!
Literature - cheated. Mdm Faridah "told" us what was coming out in the MYE. Lit Essay, I memorised what I wrote and I wrote it out word for word in the exam. Nah, Juz kiddin! I didn't copy word for word. My memory skills are not that advanced yet. I had to strain my brain to write the essay. Haha. They should let us bring the Tell Tale Heart for the exam. Pissed.

Chinese compo. Forgot to bring dictionary. I accidentally told LAB that I lost it. Avoided scolding! Phew! Hope she doesnt blog hop. She would find out and skin me alive, who knows when. Bernice cut her hair!!! She looks a bit different. Haha. New make over.

Have to study now. MYE are still going on.
SEE ya!

Missing Band

2006-05-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

Haiz...
if u say u've had a bad day, read this first. 7.50 am in the morning, exam. Lim Ah Ber purposely counted wrongly and didn't give me writing paper. Wah Lao. So I raised my hand and asked her lo. She shouted at me and said: Zhan qi lai! Zi zi lai na!
I was embarrassed in front of e whole class. Haiz.
Then, had to sit through the entire History paper. Section D - failed. Maybe. Who in the world would study the history of Melaka? Sri Vijayan? Nah. No time. I failed the last two questions. Out of 45 marks, at the most get 15. Still fail. I reached home at 10.15 am. Then, I went to 7 eleven to buy breakfast. Sick and tired of school food.
Then, I studied English comprehension until 1.00pm. Lunch time!!! Then, I wondered what Jin and her "gang" were up to. But then pai seh to ask leh. So decided to read dear Boon May's blog. Hahax. Always can count on her blog to find out what you need to know! Chinese... once i think of it, I think of Lim Ah Ber - LAB for short. hahax. Dun care even if she stumbles across this blog cuz even if she does, I dun care!
I am starting to miss band practises, even though we just departed from them. It is like missing a big family, with your friends as your family members, or even closer. Haiz. Zhang Xin, Weilin and all my other Band besties miss band too. Some of them are so stressed out to even think about Band. Wow. Those ppl will pass with flying colours. So I am aiming for straight A's for this MYE. No excuse, with so much time to study, and so little to blog!!! hahax. Next time I update will be Thurday, or even longer than that. okok. Maybe sooner. I love u, TK Band and Band members!!!

Tata...

Exams!!

2006-04-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

The start of exams.
It was English paper 1. I did the format wrongly due to not listening to instructions. Haiz... Luckily, Ms Lim gave me extra time to copy out the letter onto a seperate piece of fooscap. *Phew!*
Next test, History. I always scrape a B3 for that subject. Hope I'll scrape an A1 this time!!! Hahax. Must study. So won't be coming online these few days. After exams probably. =)
No Band practise, Life is hell. I wanna turn back time... go back to before the competition. Life was awesome then. No tests... Carefree!!! :)
Heard from Boon May that she hates Mr Rizal. What a pity. He's one of my favourite teachers!!! Hope this doesn't turn her against me!
So I broke up with Alex a couple of days ago. Hahax. I used to like him, but gave up. Huijin also dun like him liao. Wah Lao. Pity... :(
I am not sure who I like liao. Getting confused. Sometimes I think I like HIM and then realise that it is not HIM. Hahax. I dunno what the hell I am saying too. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Don't care lahz.
Flute section rox!!! [wanted to get into percussion]
Weeks ago, I wanted to get into percussion badly. Joyce doesn't know how lucky she is! The moment I got home, I cried. I cried for 1 hour? Then I remembered what Azlan said. "It might not be so bad. You will never know what will happen." These were the words that calmed me down, but it didn't stop me from getting upset.
My besties comforted me. I LOVE U people for helping me!!!
I looked on the bright side. At least I know most of the seniors from my section! Better than percussion. I only know JitRui and JunSiang. Dunno who the rest are. Jian An was very funny too. Hahax. Have to go now. Tata!!!